Snowflakes


John, Christoph and Fiki

It was raining when I woke up this morning, a soft constant rhythmical drill. Instead of waking up at 06:20, I lay in bed, listening to the rain until it was 07:00. Did the usuals, and went to Alet’s to deliver her stock. After that I went to work, and it was still drizzling lightly. I left work to say hi to mom and then went to say hi to John, left for Maerua, went to Hamilton & Partners wanting to pay my $1400 for the CC I applied for last year, but they say I paid already last year, so there’s no outstanding fees. Then I went to Spar at Maerua Lifestyle Center, ordered two cakes, a Black-Forest cake and a Peace Cheese Cake for Monday, the 24th, next week. It’s mom’s birthday, and I think she forgot. I managed to book a table for 12 at Yang Tze for Monday, and invited the Hsu and Lin family. 

I went to sign up for Curve, it’s a ladies gym, they’re going to measure me tomorrow afternoon, hopefully I’ll be persistent throughout the year and go there on a constant basis. I’m actually proud of myself for even signing up :) Maybe I’ll finally get to tone and stay fit for a bit.

Went to Mugg & Bean afterwards to meet up with Chris and Fiki, we were talking about a lot of bull I suppose, Chris had coffee, Fiki had orange juice and I had my usual Viennese Cafe Frappé, then we ordered lunch. Guess who walks past when we’re nearly done with lunch? Doraemon walks past, I’m freaked out by it, so we called the bill and left. I went back to the office, and they left for home. Unplugged my laptop and came home. 

And waited…

And waited…

And waited…

for Rocky to tell me when we could meet up… and I fall asleep in bed, woke up and it was already past 5. Gave up hoping. This is a sad feeling. He eventually texts at 5:45, no explanation whatsoever…and I replied with indifference, though I was deeply irritated. 

PS: D gave mom $20 000 today to return to me, and I deposited the amount in the bank… mom said he’s words were a bit immature when he saw her. But hey, I still feel bad for being such a bitch in all of this. For letting him dump me, for not taking him back when he apologized, for not being able to give him another chance. I love my freedom, and respect it more than anything else. I would do anything to retain such a freedom….