Snowflakes


John, Pascale, Francois, Rocky

Woke up early this morning, though I tried snoozing a bit, only managed to fully drag myself out of bed around 06:41, brushed my teeth, washed my face and proceeded to put in my color contacts, make up, and applied red mousse to my hair. Mr Lin dropped by, he needed $100 000 loan from mama for his new house. Hmmm I ddnt get a bite of breakfast, I just didnt have the appetite. 

I’ve lost my appetite since coming back from Taiwan, haven’t been eating regularly. I got to the office at 07:45, went up to the M&F (5th Floor) for a cup of tea and a chicken toast. Now that made me so full. Went back to the first floor, proceeded to print out my Unit Trust Fact sheets, organized and highlighted the relevant information and then went to my mom, greeted her and aunt. Then I went to John’s. We talked about bull, a lot of crap, and Ralph was there too, so was J’s cousin (she’s funny, though she looks Namibian, not so much Asian). 

After that I went to Pascale’s office at 9:55 for our 10:00 o’clock appointment. We chit-chatted about the holiday, our pets, real-estate, the new extension to Wernhilpark, she told me not to worry about the Taxi-Rank side, we definitely will have the store. The updates about my place at SheetStreet was that they might only move out around August, which I’m totally fine with, I’m not in such a rush. 

Then the most astounding discovery, Mrs Lin (from Khh) was the one that did gave them bribery to hv a store at the new extension, we thought it was Formosa…. Mom and Aunt were so shocked when they heard, all along, they were being back-stabbed without knowing.. The Lin family has been digging my family’s grave huh~ 

I went back to the office, talked to Nolen about a few insignificant things, packed my laptop around 11:40 and headed for Maerua for my lunch with Francois. Im driving when Francois calls and he’s already there, so he asks where would I like to be seated, I said the non-smoking area. I arrive at Maerua, park underground, rush up the escalator only to remember I forgot Francois’ gift in my car, run down the escalator and then up again and then to Primi’s :) I see Francois, we greet, sit, order, talk talk talk, about absolutely everything. Guess we bonded in a bit. Got invited to go to Henties Bay, exclusive dead hole and sand stones on the way, and to SA for his fighting tournament. 

I worked out all of our costs to Thailand for next year January, and if everyone were to save for atleast N$ 20 000, they’d have to invest $1700 per month as from now on. So I’ll have to do there investments in Unit Trusts ASAP.

We paid and got up to leave, Francois walks me to my car, I leave, call Rocky to ask if we’re still meeting up, Rocky doesn’t pick up, so I texted and asked. I drove home and still no reply. By now I had a sinking feeling that he’s ignoring my text and call, I’m a bit anxious, embarressed and angry for allowing myself to feel this way. However, Rocky does call, and he sounds horrible, thought he’d been knocked out or something. Turns out he’s having his stomach sores again…. I immediately booked him in at my doctor for the quickest time slot which happens to be at 15:00. Will pick him up just now.

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So I got back from the Doctors, and it seems that Rocky might have an infected appendix. Hmmm, not sure what to say, but his expression when they were taking blood made me want to role on the floor and curl up and laugh as hard as I can. Rocky is extremely scared of needles… like I ddnt know. 

I don’t know how I feel. I seem to have this permanent frown fixed on my face. Guess this stems from irritation and disappointment, or maybe my contact lenses are fucking up my eyes, and Im jst narrowing and frowning so it feels better. Gosh, I hate this. Am nearly having a pounding headache. I hope Rocky recovers, and maybe…maybe we should go our separate ways… I cannot deal with this constant anxiety about him….

Kisses

S