Dear John
My BFF, it only works because he’s gay :) which I adore about him. He’s very sympathetic, the only person I’d call when I’m being emotional. We’ve bonded in a close, yet not too close, way. I see him on a constant basis. Oh, and he has the cutest bf too ;) J is Filipino, maybe 1.6m? He’s short, and both our clothing sizes, pants/t-shirts etc are the same ;) which makes shopping rather efficient when we’re buying gifts. Hmmm and we have the same taste in men too :D We’d both agree whether a guy is hot or not. And drooool, when it’s a hotty (typical us).
So I called John last night because I had a breakdown, it was bad. One of those, x making u feel guilty type. I wanted to call Rocky, but hey, he was busy partying, with a group of friends and the words got stuck in my throat and I managed to say Goodbye quickly before I bawled my eyes out when John picked up his phone…. I was traumatized. I managed to get over it next day…. but still, I hate it when X guilt trips me. I hope the two of us manage to move on…
Quite a while ago, I remember J telling me that he dsnt see me dating Rocky, and I told him that I dont see him dating Ralph either (his current bf)… but what do I know, they’ve been dating for a while now and going stronger as we speak.
Love you lots John
